to walk softly on my heart. It does seem like that long ago that the young man you see today with a full beard was once my baby boy.
I didn't know what to do with him when I brought him home from the hospital. It was hard to imagine being responsible for this new life.
This was always one of my favorite pictures. I loved that face he used to make!
What a handsome boy he was!
I thought if I was going to embarrass him with some old pictures I better throw one in of myself.
Boy, was I mad at him when he took that chunk out of his hair! But it makes a cute picture now.
I have been reminiscing these past few weeks because I can not believe that the little boy I once held in my arms will be eighteen this year. You want them to chase their dreams but that means you have to let go, and I am finding that easier said than done. College is right around the corner and I find myself wondering how do I make it through graduation day?
Soon enough the day comes when he comes home and tells you about his girlfriend. It just crushes your heart. Not because you don't wish him happiness but because you realize that some day someone will become his bride. She will then become the most important woman in his life.
How I would love to hold on.
How I would love to go back and rock that baby boy to sleep.
How I would love to stop time just for a little while but I can't.
I have to learn how to embrace the changes that life brings.
My kids are going to grow up, I always knew that but what I don't know is how to fill the hole it leaves.
I can't always protect them. I can't stop them from being hurt. I can't prevent mistakes they will make. I can only hold them in my arms for a little while. I loved them first and I will always love them. I pray that I have taught them what they need to know when they head out in the world. I hope they know that they will always have a piece of my heart. I hope they know that I will be there for them as long as God gives me breath.
Oh, how I love you Tyler and I always will
but remember my heart is fragile
HANDLE IT WITH CARE!